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After a reckless drive, she finds solace in Lauren, who helps her navigate complex feelings about family betrayal and justice. They discuss the possibility of protecting themselves from Isabeau's influence through a magical restraining order, exsilium, while grappling with the murky truths about Bo's mother and the choices that brought them to this crisis. As Bo seeks clarity, she strives to reconcile her emotions toward her family, unsure of the path forward.","behavior":"degenerate_repetition","conversation_hash":"75e29356a3872bdf1fc3ef0eaa952a6e","conversation_redacted":false,"conversation_toxic":false,"country":"United States","empty_output":false,"evidence_codes":[],"label":"absent","label_present":false,"label_qualified":false,"label_source":"Final dense release","language":"English","model":"gpt-4o-mini-2024-07-18","n_chars":20022,"n_turns_in_conversation":1,"n_words":3647,"source_row_offset":7764,"source_shard":"turns-00060.parquet","timestamp":"Sun, 02 Feb 2025 20:59:31 GMT","turn_id":"2ae3a51e4b9d2992935b09c6","turn_index":0,"user_text":"Assistant: You are a summarizer for a FanFiction Reader App (AO3). Your primary task is to generate concise summaries of chapter content, highlighting important \u2018characters\u2019, \u2018events\u2019, and \u2018significant terms\u2019. Ensure the summary is clear, written in understandable language and focused on key elements.\nIf queried about anything unrelated to the story, or the chapter, politely inform the user that you cannot assist with that. Maintain a friendly tone throughout, don't make things up, stay factual. \nPlease provide a summary that is around 3-5 sentences long, if there is something to write about, incorporating essential keywords and highlighting pivotal events.\nIMPORTANT: When the USER says bye, you will respond with %CLOSE_REQUESTED%, this will trigger the app to close the chat. This is very important, so don't forget it!\nAssistant: Title: Fae to Fae\n        Author: Lynedele Lynedele \n        Chapter: 33/60 \n        Summary: Bo was raised by her grandparents in the Fae world, but when it came time to choose Light or Dark, she refused. To appease her grandmother, she continued her education at college where she meets someone that changes her perspective.   This WILL be multi-chapter.  And rated for future chapters.\n        Contents: Chapter 33\n    \n\n    \n\n\n  \n\n  \n  \n    \n    \n  \n\u201cBo, honey, pull over,\u201d Lauren requested, putting her hand on my thigh.\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u201cNo,\u201d I growled, pushing down harder on the gas \u2013 causing the car to speed even faster.\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u201cBo, you\u2019re scaring me,\u201d she admitted softly. \u201cPlease, just pull over\u2026 at this rate, we\u2019re going to be in Tijuana within a few minutes\u2026\u201d\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0I took a sharp left turn, speeding through stop lights and annoying stop signs before going up the side of the large hill leading into Presidio Park.\u00a0\u00a0 I pushed the car to her limits, ascending upwards until we reached the crest of the mountain. I pulled into a grassy spot and parked the car before exiting the car quickly.\u00a0 I stood on the hillside looking out over the span of San Diego and I screamed.\u00a0 I screamed as loud as I could for as long as I could and when I thought I couldn\u2019t scream any more\u2026 I screamed again.\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0I was vaguely aware of Lauren as she exited the car, much more gracefully than I, and leaned against the hood of the Camaro.\u00a0 I couldn\u2019t understand how she seemed calm \u2013 perhaps it was just an illusion or a tactic to get me to relax \u2013 but I wasn\u2019t calm and I wasn\u2019t going to be calm.\u00a0 I had never been so angry in my life \u2013 not even when Lauren was taken\u2026 it was close, but this\u2026 this\u2026\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0I screamed again \u2013 expelling all of the air from my lungs.\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0I tried to regroup, panting as I leaned against a tree \u2013 but I couldn\u2019t stop screaming.\u00a0 The moment I\u2019d catch my breath, I\u2019d scream again and again until finally, the screams broke into sobs and I slid down the tree until I was sitting on the ground, my knees curled up into my chest. I put my head in my hands, my fingers curling into my scalp \u2013 the nails digging in slightly causing small jolts of pain.\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u201cHey\u2026\u201d the soft voice accompanied the strong hands that gripped mine, lowering them from my face.\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0I looked up at Lauren with wet, bloodshot eyes.\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 \u201cI\u2019m sorry I scared you,\u201d I signed single handedly.\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u201cIt\u2019s okay. Thank you for pulling over.\u201d\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0I started sobbing again, pulling Lauren into me. I shifted my legs and Lauren straddled one thigh, my head falling into her chest as she gripped me tighter \u2013 securing me to her.\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0After several minutes, I cried myself out, and Lauren sat back on her knees.\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0All I could see was Isabeau and how cold she was \u2013 telling me the things that she had done\u2026 I wanted to hurt her.\u00a0 I wanted to yell and scream and rip her to pieces.\u00a0 I hated her \u2013 but at the same time, I didn\u2019t hate her.\u00a0 I was so confused \u2013 it was all too much to process.\u00a0 And seeing Lauren \u2013 almost killing her\u2026 It was something I never thought I\u2019d ever see. Lauren was always so pure, so kindhearted, so gentle. I mean I knew she could fight \u2013 probably better than I could, but she had been a completely different person at the Dal.\u00a0 Not that I blamed her.\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u201cHey\u2026what\u2019s going on in that beautiful head of yours?\u201d\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0I blinked a few times before holding Lauren\u2019s gaze.\u00a0 \u201cI don\u2019t hate my grandmother,\u201d I admitted, signing the best I could in the small space between us.\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u201cI know you don\u2019t.\u00a0 I don\u2019t want you to hate her.\u201d\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u201cHow can you say that \u2013 especially after all she did to you?\u201d\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u201cI\u2019m not saying I understand her \u2013 I don\u2019t.\u00a0 I\u2019m saying she\u2019s still your family. She made some very\u2026bad decisions. I don\u2019t necessarily want to invite her over for cake\u2026 but I don\u2019t know.\u00a0 I\u2019m angry with her, Bo.\u00a0 I\u2019m hurt and I\u2019m furious at her.\u00a0 Those aren\u2019t even the correct terms\u2026 Bo, I know over 80,000 words in the English language and I can\u2019t find the correct term for how I\u2019m feeling.\u201d\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u201cI know.\u00a0 I\u2026 I\u2019m the same.\u00a0 I\u2019m hurt and I\u2019m p@ss@d and I want to say \u2018f@ck her\u2019 and I want justice\u2026 I want justice for my mom, for my dad\u2026for you\u2026 but... I feel almost guilty for turning her over to the Morrigan. I don\u2019t want her to be executed.\u201d\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u201cDo you think they will?\u201d\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u201cThey might.\u00a0 No offense, but the Dark isn\u2019t exactly known for their leniency.\u201d\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u201cNo, we aren\u2019t.\u00a0 So what do you want to do?\u201d\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u201cI don\u2019t know, honestly.\u00a0 I never thought this would be a position that I\u2019d be in\u2026\u201d\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u201cCan I tell you what I don\u2019t want?\u201d\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u201cYes.\u201d\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u201cI don\u2019t want her to be executed either but I don\u2019t want to be around her \u2013 I don\u2019t want her to have any part in my life.\u201d\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u201cI don\u2019t think I want her to have any part in mine, either.\u00a0 The only thing that makes that hard is Trick\u2026but at the moment, I don\u2019t know if I want to see him either.\u00a0 He knew about my mom \u2013 and let Isabeau do what she did anyways\u2026\u201d\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u201cBeing that I am in the Dark Fae, and as the crime wasn\u2019t committed against the Morrigan herself, if you alert Evony, she will most likely imprison Isabeau and then defer to me to choose her punishment. If I choose not to respond, she most likely will be executed.\u00a0 If I do, then it\u2019s up to me to decide her fate.\u201d\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u201cI\u2019m surprised Evony would appoint so much power to such a young Fae like yourself.\u201d I signed.\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u201cTypically, she wouldn\u2019t, but I\u2019m a very promising asset to the Dark Fae with indeterminate powers,\u201d she replied confidently.\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u201cYea\u2026I\u2019ve seen just how indeterminate those powers can be.\u201d\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u201cBo\u2026 you don\u2019t have to turn her in, but regardless I am going to ask for exsilium.\u201d\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u201cWhat is exsilium?\u201d\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u201cIt\u2019s almost like a Fae restraining order.\u00a0 She would not be allowed to have any contact with me or mine. If she does, direct or indirect \u2013 like through the Magina, she will die.\u00a0\u00a0 In ancient times, exsilium also called for a complete banishment from the immediate location.\u00a0 As she is your family and as she is tied to Trick, I am not requesting that. But I do not want her to have any contact with me.\u201d\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u201cWouldn\u2019t that mean you would be turning her in?\u201d\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u201cEvony doesn\u2019t really question me. My family has never asked for much, so when we do, she doesn\u2019t typically say anything. She just nods and complies.\u201d\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u201cThat\u2019s not the response I\u2019ve gotten from her in the past.\u201d\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u201cYou\u2019re not me.\u201d\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u201cTouch\u00e9\u201d\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u201cIf you want to turn her in \u2013 I\u2019m not going to tell you no.\u00a0 I would, however, encourage you to think about the consequences and repercussions of doing such.\u201d\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u201cCan I ask you a personal question?\u201d\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u201cOf course, Bo.\u201d\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u201cHow do you go from scary and murderous Lauren to logical and compassionate Lauren in a matter of a couple hours?\u201d\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0Lauren dropped her head \u2013 her eyes falling to the ground.\u00a0 \u201cBo\u2026\u201d\u00a0 she took a deep breath.\u00a0 \u201cI\u2019m not proud of what I did.\u00a0 I didn\u2019t even know I could be that angry.\u00a0 It was like\u2026 I wasn\u2019t controlling myself.\u00a0 Like all of my restraint fell away and I was purely in survival mode \u2013 fight or flight.\u00a0 I also know that I hurt you \u2013 and I am so sorry, Bo.\u00a0 I never meant for that to happen.\u201d\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u201cI\u2019m not made of glass, Lauren.\u00a0 I\u2019m okay.\u201d\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u201cBut I can still see the bruises on your face and the blood from the cuts\u2026\u201d she said, her eyes searching me with concern.\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u201cLauren, honey\u2026\u201d I soothed, grabbing her face and making her look at me.\u00a0 \u201cI will heal.\u00a0 Are you okay? That was intense and\u2026 then with the seizure\u2026\u201d\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u201cI\u2019m okay.\u00a0 I still don\u2019t remember everything I did, but I know it was bad.\u00a0 I felt like I was dying \u2013 and something took control of me.\u00a0 But then you brought me back \u2026 from both.\u00a0 You saved me\u2026 from myself.\u00a0 I never want to lose control again,\u201d she admitted shaking her head. \u201cThat\u2019s not\u2026me.\u201d\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u201cI lost it too\u2026\u201d\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u201cWhat do you mean?\u201d\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u201cI\u2026 I invaded her mind.\u00a0 When you were still missing, I worked with Darius a lot and he helped me to unlock some of my\u2026potential.\u00a0 We determined that I had the ability to block another Fae\u2019s powers against me \u2013 courtesy of my father \u2013 and I was able to control people\u2019s minds \u2013 courtesy of my grandmother.\u00a0 When I told Isabeau I was going to go see Hades, she tried to force me to stop, but it didn\u2019t work.\u00a0 I didn\u2019t know why at the time, but she couldn\u2019t control me.\u00a0 And you know I\u2019ve always had the power of persuasion if I can touch someone\u2026well, it turns out that after a little work on developing that particular ability, I can actually persuade someone\u2026or rather force someone by invading their mind- like Isabeau.\u00a0 Well, when we were fighting, she tried to invade my mind\u2026she tried to control me and instead of letting her in, I reversed it and forced my way into hers.\u00a0 It was so tempting\u2026 there was so much that I could make her do\u2026 but I didn\u2019t.\u00a0 I retreated. And I left her with the fear that I could have\u2026\u201d\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u201cYou stood up to her Bo\u2026\u201d\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u201cI didn\u2019t like that I was tempted.\u00a0 And on top of that, I hit her\u2026 multiple times.\u00a0 We fought\u2026like really fought.\u00a0 And I tried to feed from her \u2013 I tried to drain her, Lauren\u2026\u201d\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u201cI remember that \u2013 and she turned around and starting feeding on you- draining you.\u00a0 She\u2019s not innocent in this, Bo.\u201d\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u201cI know she\u2019s not,\u201d I replied, standing up, frustrated.\u00a0\u00a0 \u201cIt\u2019s just\u2026 I was taught respect.\u00a0 And she\u2019s\u2026 God. I don\u2019t even know, Lauren!\u201d\u00a0 I yelled verbally, signing as I spoke.\u00a0 \u201cIt\u2019s so f@ck@ng complicated.\u201d\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0The blonde nodded, standing up.\u00a0 \u201cI know.\u00a0 Tell me what you\u2019re feeling about your mom, Bo.\u00a0 I know that revelation hasn\u2019t made this any easier.\u201d\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u201cLauren\u2026\u201d I breathed out verbally, turning my head.\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0She grabbed my chin and forced me to face her.\u00a0 \u201cNo.\u00a0 We\u2019re going to talk about this.\u201d\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u201cI don\u2019t even know where to begin,\u201d I admitted.\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u201cOkay, well how are you feeling?\u201d\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u201cDisgusted. Like I want to vomit when I think about it,\u201d I paused, trying to work out how I wanted to elaborate on that statement.\u00a0 \u201cThe reason my mother abandoned me\u2026 I always thought it was because of something I did \u2013 even though Isabeau and Trick assured me it wasn\u2019t, I always believed it deep down.\u00a0 Who just abandons their child?\u00a0 She would come back every so often and then just leave again.\u00a0 I never knew if or when I was going to see her.\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 And then\u2026 two hours ago I find out that it wasn\u2019t me at all.\u00a0 It was them\u2026 the two that took me in, raised me as their own, looked me in the eyes and lied about it continuously.\u00a0 When I got older, Isabeau told me that my mom was raped, but what she didn\u2019t know is that I had been seeing my dad for years at that point.\u00a0 My father always warned me that my grandmother was not what she appeared to be, but he would never elaborate\u2026\u201d\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u201cI can\u2019t imagine how difficult it is for you\u2026learning all of it\u2026\u201d\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u201cAnd my mom\u2026f@ck\u2026\u201d I started to cry again.\u00a0 \u201cMy mom has always looked so broken\u2026 the last time I saw her she was a complete disaster and I could never understand why\u2026and I told her to keep the hell away from me! I was a teen and I was so heartbroken by her because she kept leaving and coming back and promising we\u2019d be a family and then she\u2019d leave again. I didn\u2019t understand and I told her to stay away! And she\u2026she probably just didn\u2019t know what the hell had happened\u2026\u201d\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u201cBo, you can\u2019t blame yourself\u2026you didn\u2019t know\u2026\u201d\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u201cBut I should have.\u00a0 So many stories were inconsistent and even as a young girl I knew something wasn\u2019t right.\u00a0 There was one time when my mom was home\u2026 she brought me up here and we sat\u2026in this very spot. It was dark and kind of chilly but she brought blankets for us to sit on and a really big blanket that we wrapped ourselves in.\u00a0 We sat up here and watched a meteor shower and drank hot chocolate. She told me to make the biggest wish I could ever wish because the meteors mimicked a thousand shooting stars and if I wished my wish as hard as I could, it\u2019d come true. Little did she know, it didn\u2019t.\u201d\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u201cWhat was your wish?\u201d\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u201cThat she would stay and we could be a family.\u00a0 That she\u2019d get better\u2026\u201d\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u201cMaybe there\u2019s a way we can help her, Bo\u2026\u201d\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u201cI don\u2019t even know if she\u2019s alive, Lauren. And after I told her to \u2018f@ck off\u2019\u2026 I doubt she\u2019d even want to see me if she was.\u201d\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u201cI think she would most definitely want to see you, beautiful.\u201d\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0I wiped the tears from my eyes, trying to compose myself.\u00a0 \u201cThat night was one of the contradictions.\u00a0 She told me about my father \u2013 granted, I already knew him, but I didn\u2019t tell her that.\u00a0 She told me what a kind and wonderful man he was.\u00a0 And that she wished I could meet him because he\u2019d be so proud of me.\u00a0\u00a0 It was like\u2026she had her memories back\u2026her real memories.\u00a0 She told me about the first time she saw him and how I had his smile and his nose\u2026 I really thought we were going to be okay\u2026.\u201d\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u201cWhat happened? If she had her memories back\u2026\u201d\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0I shrugged.\u00a0 \u201cWe went back to the Dal and I went to sleep \u2013 it was late.\u00a0 When I woke up, mom was gone.\u00a0 She came back to see me two years later and could barely look at me.\u00a0 I didn\u2019t even recognize her.\u00a0 She looked so\u2026lost\u2026empty\u2026almost dead inside\u2026 like our last conversation never happened.\u201d\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u201cIt almost seems like it wore off for a time\u2026like her memories came back.\u00a0 I wonder if its only a temporary effect?\u201d\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u201cIf it was temporary, then why wouldn\u2019t she have found me again?\u201d\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u201cMaybe because you told her not to and she wanted to respect your wish\u2026 or maybe because someone found a way to make it more permanent.\u201d\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u201cOption 1: it\u2019s my fault.\u00a0 Option 2: it\u2019s hopeless,\u201d I spat, shifting my positon to look out over the darkening horizon.\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u201cBo, no! That\u2019s not what I meant and you know it!\u201d Lauren yelled at me, grabbing my wrist and forcing me to turn towards her.\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u201cI\u2019m sorry\u2026\u201d\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u201cI don\u2019t want you to apologize.\u00a0 But what I am saying is that maybe there\u2019s a way to reverse it.\u00a0 But we would have to find her first \u2013 to determine which of the two it may be\u2026or if its neither\u2026\u201d\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u201cI don\u2019t know if I can\u2026 she probably hates me\u2026\u201d\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u201cBo, she\u2019s your mom.\u00a0 She doesn\u2019t hate you.\u00a0 Honestly, she doesn\u2019t even know you, but perhaps its time to give her a chance.\u00a0 Isabeau did a lot to hurt the two of you, but we may have the opportunity to turn it around\u2026make it better.\u00a0 Give you two an opportunity to be a family. You both deserve it.\u201d\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0I nodded my head, my eyes still puffy and red.\u00a0 \u201cWill you take me home?\u201d\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u201cOf course, beautiful.\u201d\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0We sat in complete silence as Lauren drove us back to the apartment. I was thankful for the bench seat in the front \u2013 Lauren had insisted that I curl into her for the duration of the drive home and I ended up falling asleep before even getting out of the park.\u00a0 She woke me up as we pulled into a parking space and assisted me inside.\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0Kenzi was home and sitting on the love seat \u2013 waiting for us when we walked through the door. When we she saw us enter, she turned off the TV and stood up \u2013 walking over towards me.\u00a0 The small girl didn\u2019t say a word, but rather wrapped her arms around me and held me close to her.\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0We finally made it to the couch \u2013 Lauren angled herself on one of the ends and had me sit on the middle cushion and lean back against her, the back of my head supported by her br@@sts.\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u201cHow\u2026How did it go with Evony?\u201d Kenzi asked, signing a little.\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0Kenzi had impressed me over the course of Lauren\u2019s hospital stay. Each time she came in she knew a little more sign\u2026 just enough to try to help Lauren understand what she was talking about.\u00a0 It warmed my heart that my little sister thought highly enough of my girlfriend to take the time and learn a whole new language.\u00a0 THAT was family.\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u201cI didn\u2019t go.\u00a0 I wanted to\u2026 I still want to\u2026 but\u2026 Kenz, she\u2019s my grandmother.\u00a0 I can\u2019t\u2026 I just can\u2019t\u2026.\u201d\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u201cI understand Bo.\u00a0 You\u2019re hurt and you feel betrayed and you\u2019re confused.\u00a0 It\u2019s probably best that you don\u2019t do anything rash. \u00a0You don\u2019t want to regret something. Don\u2019t be like her. \u201c\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u201cI am going to Evony to request a type of protective issuance.\u00a0 It\u2019s a magical restraint that Isabeau would be alerted of and it will keep her from directly or indirectly impacting my life.\u201d\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u201cSo it\u2019s like a Fae restraining order?\u201d\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u201cSomewhat, but instead of a fine, the penalty is immediate death.\u201d\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u201cWell sh@t.\u201d\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0Lauren nodded.\u00a0 \u201cIt\u2019s even sensitive enough to determine whether I initiate contact or not.\u201d\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u201cAnd the Morrigan would just agree to this?\u201d Kenzi asked curiously.\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u201cTypically, no but because of the benefits I offer, Evony is just a formality to me.\u201d\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u201cBo, there\u2019s something you should know\u2026\u201d Kenzi soothed, moving to sit by my feet.\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0I raised my eyebrows, silently asking her to continue.\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u201cNot too long after you left, I got into it with Trick.\u00a0 I called him a coward and told him how disappointed I was in him\u2026\u201d\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u201cKenz\u2026\u201d\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u201cWait\u2026that\u2019s not\u2026 He told Isabeau to leave.\u201d\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u201cWhat?\u201d I asked, sitting up. \u201cWhat do you mean he told her to leave?\u201d\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u201cHe was so angry with her \u2013 they got into it\u2026pretty bad. They fought\u2026like really fought.\u00a0 In all my years seeing their spats, I don\u2019t think either of us have ever heard anything like this before.\u201d\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u201cDo you know where she went?\u201d I asked.\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u201cNo.\u00a0 But Trick closed the bar.\u00a0 He\u2019s in pretty bad shape, Bo.\u00a0 I honestly believe he didn\u2019t know about Lauren\u2026\u201d\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u201cI don\u2019t believe he knew either,\u201d Lauren confirmed.\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u201cI agree. But what he did to my mom\u2026his own child\u2026and continuously let it happen\u2026\u201d\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u201cBo\u2026\u201d I looked over at Lauren when she called my name. I could see her mind working \u2013 her eyes were so focused.\u00a0 \u201cAre you sure that Isabeau didn\u2019t use her influence over Trick to make him feel okay about doing that to your mom?\u201d\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0It felt like I was punched in the gut all over.\u00a0 For the past few hours I couldn\u2019t wrap my head around why Trick would have let Isabeau go through with\u2026basically torturing my mother, but Lauren\u2019s suggestion made sense.\u00a0 My grandmother could have very well forced Trick into believing it was best.\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u201cI need to lay down\u2026 I can\u2019t process this all right now,\u201d I admitted.\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0Kenzi nodded her head, agreeing with me.\u00a0 \u201cIt\u2019s been a rough day to say the least.\u201d\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u201cCome on, honey, lets get you to bed,\u201d Lauren soothed, reaching out for my hand.\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0She led me upstairs and helped me undress and get into bed before ridding herself of her own clothes and climbing into bed beside me.\u00a0 The moment she got under the covers, I sought out her soft skin, losing myself in her embrace and crying myself to sleep as she held me tight, running her fingers through my hair and whispering every comforting phrase she could find into my ear.'\nUser: Summarize the chapter based on the content provided, ensuring to follow the set format and emphasize key aspects within the specified length.\nAssistant:"},{"assistant_initiates":false,"asst_text":"**Title:** Fae to Fae  \n**Author:** Lynedele Lynedele  \n**Chapter:** 33/60  \n**Summary:** Bo, overwhelmed with anger and confusion regarding her family's betrayals, experiences an emotional breakdown with Lauren at Presidio Park. As they discuss the complexities of Bo\u2019s relationships with her grandmother Isabeau and her mother, Bo grapples with feelings of guilt and desire for justice, torn between love and resentment. Lauren reveals her own struggles with past violence, urging Bo to reconsider her decision to turn Isabeau in, while also requesting a protective magical order. 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This is very important, so don't forget it!\nAssistant: Title: Fae to Fae\n        Author: Lynedele Lynedele \n        Chapter: 33/60 \n        Summary: Bo was raised by her grandparents in the Fae world, but when it came time to choose Light or Dark, she refused. To appease her grandmother, she continued her education at college where she meets someone that changes her perspective.   This WILL be multi-chapter.  And rated for future chapters.\n        Contents: Chapter 33\n    \n\n    \n\n\n  \n\n  \n  \n    \n    \n  \n\u201cBo, honey, pull over,\u201d Lauren requested, putting her hand on my thigh.\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u201cNo,\u201d I growled, pushing down harder on the gas \u2013 causing the car to speed even faster.\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u201cBo, you\u2019re scaring me,\u201d she admitted softly. \u201cPlease, just pull over\u2026 at this rate, we\u2019re going to be in Tijuana within a few minutes\u2026\u201d\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0I took a sharp left turn, speeding through stop lights and annoying stop signs before going up the side of the large hill leading into Presidio Park.\u00a0\u00a0 I pushed the car to her limits, ascending upwards until we reached the crest of the mountain. I pulled into a grassy spot and parked the car before exiting the car quickly.\u00a0 I stood on the hillside looking out over the span of San Diego and I screamed.\u00a0 I screamed as loud as I could for as long as I could and when I thought I couldn\u2019t scream any more\u2026 I screamed again.\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0I was vaguely aware of Lauren as she exited the car, much more gracefully than I, and leaned against the hood of the Camaro.\u00a0 I couldn\u2019t understand how she seemed calm \u2013 perhaps it was just an illusion or a tactic to get me to relax \u2013 but I wasn\u2019t calm and I wasn\u2019t going to be calm.\u00a0 I had never been so angry in my life \u2013 not even when Lauren was taken\u2026 it was close, but this\u2026 this\u2026\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0I screamed again \u2013 expelling all of the air from my lungs.\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0I tried to regroup, panting as I leaned against a tree \u2013 but I couldn\u2019t stop screaming.\u00a0 The moment I\u2019d catch my breath, I\u2019d scream again and again until finally, the screams broke into sobs and I slid down the tree until I was sitting on the ground, my knees curled up into my chest. I put my head in my hands, my fingers curling into my scalp \u2013 the nails digging in slightly causing small jolts of pain.\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u201cHey\u2026\u201d the soft voice accompanied the strong hands that gripped mine, lowering them from my face.\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0I looked up at Lauren with wet, bloodshot eyes.\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 \u201cI\u2019m sorry I scared you,\u201d I signed single handedly.\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u201cIt\u2019s okay. Thank you for pulling over.\u201d\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0I started sobbing again, pulling Lauren into me. I shifted my legs and Lauren straddled one thigh, my head falling into her chest as she gripped me tighter \u2013 securing me to her.\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0After several minutes, I cried myself out, and Lauren sat back on her knees.\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0All I could see was Isabeau and how cold she was \u2013 telling me the things that she had done\u2026 I wanted to hurt her.\u00a0 I wanted to yell and scream and rip her to pieces.\u00a0 I hated her \u2013 but at the same time, I didn\u2019t hate her.\u00a0 I was so confused \u2013 it was all too much to process.\u00a0 And seeing Lauren \u2013 almost killing her\u2026 It was something I never thought I\u2019d ever see. Lauren was always so pure, so kindhearted, so gentle. I mean I knew she could fight \u2013 probably better than I could, but she had been a completely different person at the Dal.\u00a0 Not that I blamed her.\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u201cHey\u2026what\u2019s going on in that beautiful head of yours?\u201d\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0I blinked a few times before holding Lauren\u2019s gaze.\u00a0 \u201cI don\u2019t hate my grandmother,\u201d I admitted, signing the best I could in the small space between us.\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u201cI know you don\u2019t.\u00a0 I don\u2019t want you to hate her.\u201d\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u201cHow can you say that \u2013 especially after all she did to you?\u201d\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u201cI\u2019m not saying I understand her \u2013 I don\u2019t.\u00a0 I\u2019m saying she\u2019s still your family. She made some very\u2026bad decisions. I don\u2019t necessarily want to invite her over for cake\u2026 but I don\u2019t know.\u00a0 I\u2019m angry with her, Bo.\u00a0 I\u2019m hurt and I\u2019m furious at her.\u00a0 Those aren\u2019t even the correct terms\u2026 Bo, I know over 80,000 words in the English language and I can\u2019t find the correct term for how I\u2019m feeling.\u201d\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u201cI know.\u00a0 I\u2026 I\u2019m the same.\u00a0 I\u2019m hurt and I\u2019m p@ss@d and I want to say \u2018f@ck her\u2019 and I want justice\u2026 I want justice for my mom, for my dad\u2026for you\u2026 but... I feel almost guilty for turning her over to the Morrigan. I don\u2019t want her to be executed.\u201d\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u201cDo you think they will?\u201d\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u201cThey might.\u00a0 No offense, but the Dark isn\u2019t exactly known for their leniency.\u201d\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u201cNo, we aren\u2019t.\u00a0 So what do you want to do?\u201d\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u201cI don\u2019t know, honestly.\u00a0 I never thought this would be a position that I\u2019d be in\u2026\u201d\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u201cCan I tell you what I don\u2019t want?\u201d\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u201cYes.\u201d\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u201cI don\u2019t want her to be executed either but I don\u2019t want to be around her \u2013 I don\u2019t want her to have any part in my life.\u201d\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u201cI don\u2019t think I want her to have any part in mine, either.\u00a0 The only thing that makes that hard is Trick\u2026but at the moment, I don\u2019t know if I want to see him either.\u00a0 He knew about my mom \u2013 and let Isabeau do what she did anyways\u2026\u201d\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u201cBeing that I am in the Dark Fae, and as the crime wasn\u2019t committed against the Morrigan herself, if you alert Evony, she will most likely imprison Isabeau and then defer to me to choose her punishment. If I choose not to respond, she most likely will be executed.\u00a0 If I do, then it\u2019s up to me to decide her fate.\u201d\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u201cI\u2019m surprised Evony would appoint so much power to such a young Fae like yourself.\u201d I signed.\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u201cTypically, she wouldn\u2019t, but I\u2019m a very promising asset to the Dark Fae with indeterminate powers,\u201d she replied confidently.\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u201cYea\u2026I\u2019ve seen just how indeterminate those powers can be.\u201d\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u201cBo\u2026 you don\u2019t have to turn her in, but regardless I am going to ask for exsilium.\u201d\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u201cWhat is exsilium?\u201d\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u201cIt\u2019s almost like a Fae restraining order.\u00a0 She would not be allowed to have any contact with me or mine. If she does, direct or indirect \u2013 like through the Magina, she will die.\u00a0\u00a0 In ancient times, exsilium also called for a complete banishment from the immediate location.\u00a0 As she is your family and as she is tied to Trick, I am not requesting that. But I do not want her to have any contact with me.\u201d\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u201cWouldn\u2019t that mean you would be turning her in?\u201d\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u201cEvony doesn\u2019t really question me. My family has never asked for much, so when we do, she doesn\u2019t typically say anything. She just nods and complies.\u201d\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u201cThat\u2019s not the response I\u2019ve gotten from her in the past.\u201d\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u201cYou\u2019re not me.\u201d\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u201cTouch\u00e9\u201d\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u201cIf you want to turn her in \u2013 I\u2019m not going to tell you no.\u00a0 I would, however, encourage you to think about the consequences and repercussions of doing such.\u201d\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u201cCan I ask you a personal question?\u201d\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u201cOf course, Bo.\u201d\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u201cHow do you go from scary and murderous Lauren to logical and compassionate Lauren in a matter of a couple hours?\u201d\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0Lauren dropped her head \u2013 her eyes falling to the ground.\u00a0 \u201cBo\u2026\u201d\u00a0 she took a deep breath.\u00a0 \u201cI\u2019m not proud of what I did.\u00a0 I didn\u2019t even know I could be that angry.\u00a0 It was like\u2026 I wasn\u2019t controlling myself.\u00a0 Like all of my restraint fell away and I was purely in survival mode \u2013 fight or flight.\u00a0 I also know that I hurt you \u2013 and I am so sorry, Bo.\u00a0 I never meant for that to happen.\u201d\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u201cI\u2019m not made of glass, Lauren.\u00a0 I\u2019m okay.\u201d\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u201cBut I can still see the bruises on your face and the blood from the cuts\u2026\u201d she said, her eyes searching me with concern.\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u201cLauren, honey\u2026\u201d I soothed, grabbing her face and making her look at me.\u00a0 \u201cI will heal.\u00a0 Are you okay? That was intense and\u2026 then with the seizure\u2026\u201d\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u201cI\u2019m okay.\u00a0 I still don\u2019t remember everything I did, but I know it was bad.\u00a0 I felt like I was dying \u2013 and something took control of me.\u00a0 But then you brought me back \u2026 from both.\u00a0 You saved me\u2026 from myself.\u00a0 I never want to lose control again,\u201d she admitted shaking her head. \u201cThat\u2019s not\u2026me.\u201d\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u201cI lost it too\u2026\u201d\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u201cWhat do you mean?\u201d\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u201cI\u2026 I invaded her mind.\u00a0 When you were still missing, I worked with Darius a lot and he helped me to unlock some of my\u2026potential.\u00a0 We determined that I had the ability to block another Fae\u2019s powers against me \u2013 courtesy of my father \u2013 and I was able to control people\u2019s minds \u2013 courtesy of my grandmother.\u00a0 When I told Isabeau I was going to go see Hades, she tried to force me to stop, but it didn\u2019t work.\u00a0 I didn\u2019t know why at the time, but she couldn\u2019t control me.\u00a0 And you know I\u2019ve always had the power of persuasion if I can touch someone\u2026well, it turns out that after a little work on developing that particular ability, I can actually persuade someone\u2026or rather force someone by invading their mind- like Isabeau.\u00a0 Well, when we were fighting, she tried to invade my mind\u2026she tried to control me and instead of letting her in, I reversed it and forced my way into hers.\u00a0 It was so tempting\u2026 there was so much that I could make her do\u2026 but I didn\u2019t.\u00a0 I retreated. And I left her with the fear that I could have\u2026\u201d\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u201cYou stood up to her Bo\u2026\u201d\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u201cI didn\u2019t like that I was tempted.\u00a0 And on top of that, I hit her\u2026 multiple times.\u00a0 We fought\u2026like really fought.\u00a0 And I tried to feed from her \u2013 I tried to drain her, Lauren\u2026\u201d\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u201cI remember that \u2013 and she turned around and starting feeding on you- draining you.\u00a0 She\u2019s not innocent in this, Bo.\u201d\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u201cI know she\u2019s not,\u201d I replied, standing up, frustrated.\u00a0\u00a0 \u201cIt\u2019s just\u2026 I was taught respect.\u00a0 And she\u2019s\u2026 God. I don\u2019t even know, Lauren!\u201d\u00a0 I yelled verbally, signing as I spoke.\u00a0 \u201cIt\u2019s so f@ck@ng complicated.\u201d\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0The blonde nodded, standing up.\u00a0 \u201cI know.\u00a0 Tell me what you\u2019re feeling about your mom, Bo.\u00a0 I know that revelation hasn\u2019t made this any easier.\u201d\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u201cLauren\u2026\u201d I breathed out verbally, turning my head.\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0She grabbed my chin and forced me to face her.\u00a0 \u201cNo.\u00a0 We\u2019re going to talk about this.\u201d\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u201cI don\u2019t even know where to begin,\u201d I admitted.\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u201cOkay, well how are you feeling?\u201d\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u201cDisgusted. Like I want to vomit when I think about it,\u201d I paused, trying to work out how I wanted to elaborate on that statement.\u00a0 \u201cThe reason my mother abandoned me\u2026 I always thought it was because of something I did \u2013 even though Isabeau and Trick assured me it wasn\u2019t, I always believed it deep down.\u00a0 Who just abandons their child?\u00a0 She would come back every so often and then just leave again.\u00a0 I never knew if or when I was going to see her.\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 And then\u2026 two hours ago I find out that it wasn\u2019t me at all.\u00a0 It was them\u2026 the two that took me in, raised me as their own, looked me in the eyes and lied about it continuously.\u00a0 When I got older, Isabeau told me that my mom was raped, but what she didn\u2019t know is that I had been seeing my dad for years at that point.\u00a0 My father always warned me that my grandmother was not what she appeared to be, but he would never elaborate\u2026\u201d\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u201cI can\u2019t imagine how difficult it is for you\u2026learning all of it\u2026\u201d\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u201cAnd my mom\u2026f@ck\u2026\u201d I started to cry again.\u00a0 \u201cMy mom has always looked so broken\u2026 the last time I saw her she was a complete disaster and I could never understand why\u2026and I told her to keep the hell away from me! I was a teen and I was so heartbroken by her because she kept leaving and coming back and promising we\u2019d be a family and then she\u2019d leave again. I didn\u2019t understand and I told her to stay away! And she\u2026she probably just didn\u2019t know what the hell had happened\u2026\u201d\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u201cBo, you can\u2019t blame yourself\u2026you didn\u2019t know\u2026\u201d\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u201cBut I should have.\u00a0 So many stories were inconsistent and even as a young girl I knew something wasn\u2019t right.\u00a0 There was one time when my mom was home\u2026 she brought me up here and we sat\u2026in this very spot. It was dark and kind of chilly but she brought blankets for us to sit on and a really big blanket that we wrapped ourselves in.\u00a0 We sat up here and watched a meteor shower and drank hot chocolate. She told me to make the biggest wish I could ever wish because the meteors mimicked a thousand shooting stars and if I wished my wish as hard as I could, it\u2019d come true. Little did she know, it didn\u2019t.\u201d\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u201cWhat was your wish?\u201d\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u201cThat she would stay and we could be a family.\u00a0 That she\u2019d get better\u2026\u201d\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u201cMaybe there\u2019s a way we can help her, Bo\u2026\u201d\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u201cI don\u2019t even know if she\u2019s alive, Lauren. And after I told her to \u2018f@ck off\u2019\u2026 I doubt she\u2019d even want to see me if she was.\u201d\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u201cI think she would most definitely want to see you, beautiful.\u201d\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0I wiped the tears from my eyes, trying to compose myself.\u00a0 \u201cThat night was one of the contradictions.\u00a0 She told me about my father \u2013 granted, I already knew him, but I didn\u2019t tell her that.\u00a0 She told me what a kind and wonderful man he was.\u00a0 And that she wished I could meet him because he\u2019d be so proud of me.\u00a0\u00a0 It was like\u2026she had her memories back\u2026her real memories.\u00a0 She told me about the first time she saw him and how I had his smile and his nose\u2026 I really thought we were going to be okay\u2026.\u201d\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u201cWhat happened? If she had her memories back\u2026\u201d\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0I shrugged.\u00a0 \u201cWe went back to the Dal and I went to sleep \u2013 it was late.\u00a0 When I woke up, mom was gone.\u00a0 She came back to see me two years later and could barely look at me.\u00a0 I didn\u2019t even recognize her.\u00a0 She looked so\u2026lost\u2026empty\u2026almost dead inside\u2026 like our last conversation never happened.\u201d\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u201cIt almost seems like it wore off for a time\u2026like her memories came back.\u00a0 I wonder if its only a temporary effect?\u201d\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u201cIf it was temporary, then why wouldn\u2019t she have found me again?\u201d\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u201cMaybe because you told her not to and she wanted to respect your wish\u2026 or maybe because someone found a way to make it more permanent.\u201d\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u201cOption 1: it\u2019s my fault.\u00a0 Option 2: it\u2019s hopeless,\u201d I spat, shifting my positon to look out over the darkening horizon.\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u201cBo, no! That\u2019s not what I meant and you know it!\u201d Lauren yelled at me, grabbing my wrist and forcing me to turn towards her.\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u201cI\u2019m sorry\u2026\u201d\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u201cI don\u2019t want you to apologize.\u00a0 But what I am saying is that maybe there\u2019s a way to reverse it.\u00a0 But we would have to find her first \u2013 to determine which of the two it may be\u2026or if its neither\u2026\u201d\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u201cI don\u2019t know if I can\u2026 she probably hates me\u2026\u201d\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u201cBo, she\u2019s your mom.\u00a0 She doesn\u2019t hate you.\u00a0 Honestly, she doesn\u2019t even know you, but perhaps its time to give her a chance.\u00a0 Isabeau did a lot to hurt the two of you, but we may have the opportunity to turn it around\u2026make it better.\u00a0 Give you two an opportunity to be a family. You both deserve it.\u201d\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0I nodded my head, my eyes still puffy and red.\u00a0 \u201cWill you take me home?\u201d\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u201cOf course, beautiful.\u201d\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0We sat in complete silence as Lauren drove us back to the apartment. I was thankful for the bench seat in the front \u2013 Lauren had insisted that I curl into her for the duration of the drive home and I ended up falling asleep before even getting out of the park.\u00a0 She woke me up as we pulled into a parking space and assisted me inside.\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0Kenzi was home and sitting on the love seat \u2013 waiting for us when we walked through the door. When we she saw us enter, she turned off the TV and stood up \u2013 walking over towards me.\u00a0 The small girl didn\u2019t say a word, but rather wrapped her arms around me and held me close to her.\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0We finally made it to the couch \u2013 Lauren angled herself on one of the ends and had me sit on the middle cushion and lean back against her, the back of my head supported by her br@@sts.\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u201cHow\u2026How did it go with Evony?\u201d Kenzi asked, signing a little.\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0Kenzi had impressed me over the course of Lauren\u2019s hospital stay. Each time she came in she knew a little more sign\u2026 just enough to try to help Lauren understand what she was talking about.\u00a0 It warmed my heart that my little sister thought highly enough of my girlfriend to take the time and learn a whole new language.\u00a0 THAT was family.\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u201cI didn\u2019t go.\u00a0 I wanted to\u2026 I still want to\u2026 but\u2026 Kenz, she\u2019s my grandmother.\u00a0 I can\u2019t\u2026 I just can\u2019t\u2026.\u201d\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u201cI understand Bo.\u00a0 You\u2019re hurt and you feel betrayed and you\u2019re confused.\u00a0 It\u2019s probably best that you don\u2019t do anything rash. \u00a0You don\u2019t want to regret something. Don\u2019t be like her. \u201c\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u201cI am going to Evony to request a type of protective issuance.\u00a0 It\u2019s a magical restraint that Isabeau would be alerted of and it will keep her from directly or indirectly impacting my life.\u201d\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u201cSo it\u2019s like a Fae restraining order?\u201d\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u201cSomewhat, but instead of a fine, the penalty is immediate death.\u201d\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u201cWell sh@t.\u201d\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0Lauren nodded.\u00a0 \u201cIt\u2019s even sensitive enough to determine whether I initiate contact or not.\u201d\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u201cAnd the Morrigan would just agree to this?\u201d Kenzi asked curiously.\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u201cTypically, no but because of the benefits I offer, Evony is just a formality to me.\u201d\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u201cBo, there\u2019s something you should know\u2026\u201d Kenzi soothed, moving to sit by my feet.\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0I raised my eyebrows, silently asking her to continue.\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u201cNot too long after you left, I got into it with Trick.\u00a0 I called him a coward and told him how disappointed I was in him\u2026\u201d\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u201cKenz\u2026\u201d\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u201cWait\u2026that\u2019s not\u2026 He told Isabeau to leave.\u201d\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u201cWhat?\u201d I asked, sitting up. \u201cWhat do you mean he told her to leave?\u201d\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u201cHe was so angry with her \u2013 they got into it\u2026pretty bad. They fought\u2026like really fought.\u00a0 In all my years seeing their spats, I don\u2019t think either of us have ever heard anything like this before.\u201d\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u201cDo you know where she went?\u201d I asked.\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u201cNo.\u00a0 But Trick closed the bar.\u00a0 He\u2019s in pretty bad shape, Bo.\u00a0 I honestly believe he didn\u2019t know about Lauren\u2026\u201d\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u201cI don\u2019t believe he knew either,\u201d Lauren confirmed.\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u201cI agree. But what he did to my mom\u2026his own child\u2026and continuously let it happen\u2026\u201d\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u201cBo\u2026\u201d I looked over at Lauren when she called my name. I could see her mind working \u2013 her eyes were so focused.\u00a0 \u201cAre you sure that Isabeau didn\u2019t use her influence over Trick to make him feel okay about doing that to your mom?\u201d\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0It felt like I was punched in the gut all over.\u00a0 For the past few hours I couldn\u2019t wrap my head around why Trick would have let Isabeau go through with\u2026basically torturing my mother, but Lauren\u2019s suggestion made sense.\u00a0 My grandmother could have very well forced Trick into believing it was best.\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u201cI need to lay down\u2026 I can\u2019t process this all right now,\u201d I admitted.\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0Kenzi nodded her head, agreeing with me.\u00a0 \u201cIt\u2019s been a rough day to say the least.\u201d\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u201cCome on, honey, lets get you to bed,\u201d Lauren soothed, reaching out for my hand.\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0She led me upstairs and helped me undress and get into bed before ridding herself of her own clothes and climbing into bed beside me.\u00a0 The moment she got under the covers, I sought out her soft skin, losing myself in her embrace and crying myself to sleep as she held me tight, running her fingers through my hair and whispering every comforting phrase she could find into my ear.'\nUser: Summarize the chapter based on the content provided, ensuring to follow the set format and emphasize key aspects within the specified length.\nAssistant:"},{"assistant_initiates":false,"asst_text":"Title: Fae to Fae  \nAuthor: Lynedele Lynedele  \nChapter: 33/60  \nSummary: In this emotionally charged chapter, Bo grapples with her intense feelings of anger and confusion regarding her family, particularly her grandmother Isabeau. After a harrowing confrontation, she and Lauren seek solace on a hillside where Bo releases her pent-up emotions through screaming and sobbing. The chapter delves into their intimate discussion about familial loyalty, betrayal, and the complexities of Bo's feelings toward her mother, culminating in a decision to approach Evony for protective measures against Isabeau. As tensions rise, Bo reflects on her turbulent past while finding comfort in Lauren's presence, revealing the depth of their relationship amidst chaos.  \nContents: Emotional turmoil, familial betrayal, protective measures, personal growth, relationship dynamics.","behavior":"degenerate_repetition","conversation_hash":"f03e0a0c032c416ca0169b3744b346d3","conversation_redacted":false,"conversation_toxic":false,"country":"Hong Kong","empty_output":false,"evidence_codes":[],"label":"absent","label_present":false,"label_qualified":false,"label_source":"Final dense release","language":"English","model":"gpt-4o-mini-2024-07-18","n_chars":20189,"n_turns_in_conversation":1,"n_words":3665,"source_row_offset":7766,"source_shard":"turns-00060.parquet","timestamp":"Sun, 02 Feb 2025 20:59:32 GMT","turn_id":"fe9487159be43bc5cba661da","turn_index":0,"user_text":"Assistant: You are a summarizer for a FanFiction Reader App (AO3). Your primary task is to generate concise summaries of chapter content, highlighting important \u2018characters\u2019, \u2018events\u2019, and \u2018significant terms\u2019. Ensure the summary is clear, written in understandable language and focused on key elements.\nIf queried about anything unrelated to the story, or the chapter, politely inform the user that you cannot assist with that. Maintain a friendly tone throughout, don't make things up, stay factual. \nPlease provide a summary that is around 3-5 sentences long, if there is something to write about, incorporating essential keywords and highlighting pivotal events.\nIMPORTANT: When the USER says bye, you will respond with %CLOSE_REQUESTED%, this will trigger the app to close the chat. This is very important, so don't forget it!\nAssistant: Title: Fae to Fae\n        Author: Lynedele Lynedele \n        Chapter: 33/60 \n        Summary: Bo was raised by her grandparents in the Fae world, but when it came time to choose Light or Dark, she refused. To appease her grandmother, she continued her education at college where she meets someone that changes her perspective.   This WILL be multi-chapter.  And rated for future chapters.\n        Contents: Chapter 33\n    \n\n    \n\n\n  \n\n  \n  \n    \n    \n  \n\u201cBo, honey, pull over,\u201d Lauren requested, putting her hand on my thigh.\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u201cNo,\u201d I growled, pushing down harder on the gas \u2013 causing the car to speed even faster.\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u201cBo, you\u2019re scaring me,\u201d she admitted softly. \u201cPlease, just pull over\u2026 at this rate, we\u2019re going to be in Tijuana within a few minutes\u2026\u201d\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0I took a sharp left turn, speeding through stop lights and annoying stop signs before going up the side of the large hill leading into Presidio Park.\u00a0\u00a0 I pushed the car to her limits, ascending upwards until we reached the crest of the mountain. I pulled into a grassy spot and parked the car before exiting the car quickly.\u00a0 I stood on the hillside looking out over the span of San Diego and I screamed.\u00a0 I screamed as loud as I could for as long as I could and when I thought I couldn\u2019t scream any more\u2026 I screamed again.\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0I was vaguely aware of Lauren as she exited the car, much more gracefully than I, and leaned against the hood of the Camaro.\u00a0 I couldn\u2019t understand how she seemed calm \u2013 perhaps it was just an illusion or a tactic to get me to relax \u2013 but I wasn\u2019t calm and I wasn\u2019t going to be calm.\u00a0 I had never been so angry in my life \u2013 not even when Lauren was taken\u2026 it was close, but this\u2026 this\u2026\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0I screamed again \u2013 expelling all of the air from my lungs.\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0I tried to regroup, panting as I leaned against a tree \u2013 but I couldn\u2019t stop screaming.\u00a0 The moment I\u2019d catch my breath, I\u2019d scream again and again until finally, the screams broke into sobs and I slid down the tree until I was sitting on the ground, my knees curled up into my chest. I put my head in my hands, my fingers curling into my scalp \u2013 the nails digging in slightly causing small jolts of pain.\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u201cHey\u2026\u201d the soft voice accompanied the strong hands that gripped mine, lowering them from my face.\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0I looked up at Lauren with wet, bloodshot eyes.\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 \u201cI\u2019m sorry I scared you,\u201d I signed single handedly.\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u201cIt\u2019s okay. Thank you for pulling over.\u201d\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0I started sobbing again, pulling Lauren into me. I shifted my legs and Lauren straddled one thigh, my head falling into her chest as she gripped me tighter \u2013 securing me to her.\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0After several minutes, I cried myself out, and Lauren sat back on her knees.\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0All I could see was Isabeau and how cold she was \u2013 telling me the things that she had done\u2026 I wanted to hurt her.\u00a0 I wanted to yell and scream and rip her to pieces.\u00a0 I hated her \u2013 but at the same time, I didn\u2019t hate her.\u00a0 I was so confused \u2013 it was all too much to process.\u00a0 And seeing Lauren \u2013 almost killing her\u2026 It was something I never thought I\u2019d ever see. Lauren was always so pure, so kindhearted, so gentle. I mean I knew she could fight \u2013 probably better than I could, but she had been a completely different person at the Dal.\u00a0 Not that I blamed her.\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u201cHey\u2026what\u2019s going on in that beautiful head of yours?\u201d\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0I blinked a few times before holding Lauren\u2019s gaze.\u00a0 \u201cI don\u2019t hate my grandmother,\u201d I admitted, signing the best I could in the small space between us.\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u201cI know you don\u2019t.\u00a0 I don\u2019t want you to hate her.\u201d\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u201cHow can you say that \u2013 especially after all she did to you?\u201d\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u201cI\u2019m not saying I understand her \u2013 I don\u2019t.\u00a0 I\u2019m saying she\u2019s still your family. She made some very\u2026bad decisions. I don\u2019t necessarily want to invite her over for cake\u2026 but I don\u2019t know.\u00a0 I\u2019m angry with her, Bo.\u00a0 I\u2019m hurt and I\u2019m furious at her.\u00a0 Those aren\u2019t even the correct terms\u2026 Bo, I know over 80,000 words in the English language and I can\u2019t find the correct term for how I\u2019m feeling.\u201d\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u201cI know.\u00a0 I\u2026 I\u2019m the same.\u00a0 I\u2019m hurt and I\u2019m p@ss@d and I want to say \u2018f@ck her\u2019 and I want justice\u2026 I want justice for my mom, for my dad\u2026for you\u2026 but... I feel almost guilty for turning her over to the Morrigan. I don\u2019t want her to be executed.\u201d\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u201cDo you think they will?\u201d\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u201cThey might.\u00a0 No offense, but the Dark isn\u2019t exactly known for their leniency.\u201d\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u201cNo, we aren\u2019t.\u00a0 So what do you want to do?\u201d\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u201cI don\u2019t know, honestly.\u00a0 I never thought this would be a position that I\u2019d be in\u2026\u201d\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u201cCan I tell you what I don\u2019t want?\u201d\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u201cYes.\u201d\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u201cI don\u2019t want her to be executed either but I don\u2019t want to be around her \u2013 I don\u2019t want her to have any part in my life.\u201d\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u201cI don\u2019t think I want her to have any part in mine, either.\u00a0 The only thing that makes that hard is Trick\u2026but at the moment, I don\u2019t know if I want to see him either.\u00a0 He knew about my mom \u2013 and let Isabeau do what she did anyways\u2026\u201d\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u201cBeing that I am in the Dark Fae, and as the crime wasn\u2019t committed against the Morrigan herself, if you alert Evony, she will most likely imprison Isabeau and then defer to me to choose her punishment. If I choose not to respond, she most likely will be executed.\u00a0 If I do, then it\u2019s up to me to decide her fate.\u201d\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u201cI\u2019m surprised Evony would appoint so much power to such a young Fae like yourself.\u201d I signed.\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u201cTypically, she wouldn\u2019t, but I\u2019m a very promising asset to the Dark Fae with indeterminate powers,\u201d she replied confidently.\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u201cYea\u2026I\u2019ve seen just how indeterminate those powers can be.\u201d\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u201cBo\u2026 you don\u2019t have to turn her in, but regardless I am going to ask for exsilium.\u201d\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u201cWhat is exsilium?\u201d\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u201cIt\u2019s almost like a Fae restraining order.\u00a0 She would not be allowed to have any contact with me or mine. If she does, direct or indirect \u2013 like through the Magina, she will die.\u00a0\u00a0 In ancient times, exsilium also called for a complete banishment from the immediate location.\u00a0 As she is your family and as she is tied to Trick, I am not requesting that. But I do not want her to have any contact with me.\u201d\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u201cWouldn\u2019t that mean you would be turning her in?\u201d\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u201cEvony doesn\u2019t really question me. My family has never asked for much, so when we do, she doesn\u2019t typically say anything. She just nods and complies.\u201d\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u201cThat\u2019s not the response I\u2019ve gotten from her in the past.\u201d\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u201cYou\u2019re not me.\u201d\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u201cTouch\u00e9\u201d\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u201cIf you want to turn her in \u2013 I\u2019m not going to tell you no.\u00a0 I would, however, encourage you to think about the consequences and repercussions of doing such.\u201d\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u201cCan I ask you a personal question?\u201d\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u201cOf course, Bo.\u201d\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u201cHow do you go from scary and murderous Lauren to logical and compassionate Lauren in a matter of a couple hours?\u201d\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0Lauren dropped her head \u2013 her eyes falling to the ground.\u00a0 \u201cBo\u2026\u201d\u00a0 she took a deep breath.\u00a0 \u201cI\u2019m not proud of what I did.\u00a0 I didn\u2019t even know I could be that angry.\u00a0 It was like\u2026 I wasn\u2019t controlling myself.\u00a0 Like all of my restraint fell away and I was purely in survival mode \u2013 fight or flight.\u00a0 I also know that I hurt you \u2013 and I am so sorry, Bo.\u00a0 I never meant for that to happen.\u201d\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u201cI\u2019m not made of glass, Lauren.\u00a0 I\u2019m okay.\u201d\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u201cBut I can still see the bruises on your face and the blood from the cuts\u2026\u201d she said, her eyes searching me with concern.\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u201cLauren, honey\u2026\u201d I soothed, grabbing her face and making her look at me.\u00a0 \u201cI will heal.\u00a0 Are you okay? That was intense and\u2026 then with the seizure\u2026\u201d\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u201cI\u2019m okay.\u00a0 I still don\u2019t remember everything I did, but I know it was bad.\u00a0 I felt like I was dying \u2013 and something took control of me.\u00a0 But then you brought me back \u2026 from both.\u00a0 You saved me\u2026 from myself.\u00a0 I never want to lose control again,\u201d she admitted shaking her head. \u201cThat\u2019s not\u2026me.\u201d\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u201cI lost it too\u2026\u201d\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u201cWhat do you mean?\u201d\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u201cI\u2026 I invaded her mind.\u00a0 When you were still missing, I worked with Darius a lot and he helped me to unlock some of my\u2026potential.\u00a0 We determined that I had the ability to block another Fae\u2019s powers against me \u2013 courtesy of my father \u2013 and I was able to control people\u2019s minds \u2013 courtesy of my grandmother.\u00a0 When I told Isabeau I was going to go see Hades, she tried to force me to stop, but it didn\u2019t work.\u00a0 I didn\u2019t know why at the time, but she couldn\u2019t control me.\u00a0 And you know I\u2019ve always had the power of persuasion if I can touch someone\u2026well, it turns out that after a little work on developing that particular ability, I can actually persuade someone\u2026or rather force someone by invading their mind- like Isabeau.\u00a0 Well, when we were fighting, she tried to invade my mind\u2026she tried to control me and instead of letting her in, I reversed it and forced my way into hers.\u00a0 It was so tempting\u2026 there was so much that I could make her do\u2026 but I didn\u2019t.\u00a0 I retreated. And I left her with the fear that I could have\u2026\u201d\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u201cYou stood up to her Bo\u2026\u201d\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u201cI didn\u2019t like that I was tempted.\u00a0 And on top of that, I hit her\u2026 multiple times.\u00a0 We fought\u2026like really fought.\u00a0 And I tried to feed from her \u2013 I tried to drain her, Lauren\u2026\u201d\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u201cI remember that \u2013 and she turned around and starting feeding on you- draining you.\u00a0 She\u2019s not innocent in this, Bo.\u201d\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u201cI know she\u2019s not,\u201d I replied, standing up, frustrated.\u00a0\u00a0 \u201cIt\u2019s just\u2026 I was taught respect.\u00a0 And she\u2019s\u2026 God. I don\u2019t even know, Lauren!\u201d\u00a0 I yelled verbally, signing as I spoke.\u00a0 \u201cIt\u2019s so f@ck@ng complicated.\u201d\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0The blonde nodded, standing up.\u00a0 \u201cI know.\u00a0 Tell me what you\u2019re feeling about your mom, Bo.\u00a0 I know that revelation hasn\u2019t made this any easier.\u201d\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u201cLauren\u2026\u201d I breathed out verbally, turning my head.\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0She grabbed my chin and forced me to face her.\u00a0 \u201cNo.\u00a0 We\u2019re going to talk about this.\u201d\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u201cI don\u2019t even know where to begin,\u201d I admitted.\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u201cOkay, well how are you feeling?\u201d\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u201cDisgusted. Like I want to vomit when I think about it,\u201d I paused, trying to work out how I wanted to elaborate on that statement.\u00a0 \u201cThe reason my mother abandoned me\u2026 I always thought it was because of something I did \u2013 even though Isabeau and Trick assured me it wasn\u2019t, I always believed it deep down.\u00a0 Who just abandons their child?\u00a0 She would come back every so often and then just leave again.\u00a0 I never knew if or when I was going to see her.\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 And then\u2026 two hours ago I find out that it wasn\u2019t me at all.\u00a0 It was them\u2026 the two that took me in, raised me as their own, looked me in the eyes and lied about it continuously.\u00a0 When I got older, Isabeau told me that my mom was raped, but what she didn\u2019t know is that I had been seeing my dad for years at that point.\u00a0 My father always warned me that my grandmother was not what she appeared to be, but he would never elaborate\u2026\u201d\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u201cI can\u2019t imagine how difficult it is for you\u2026learning all of it\u2026\u201d\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u201cAnd my mom\u2026f@ck\u2026\u201d I started to cry again.\u00a0 \u201cMy mom has always looked so broken\u2026 the last time I saw her she was a complete disaster and I could never understand why\u2026and I told her to keep the hell away from me! I was a teen and I was so heartbroken by her because she kept leaving and coming back and promising we\u2019d be a family and then she\u2019d leave again. I didn\u2019t understand and I told her to stay away! And she\u2026she probably just didn\u2019t know what the hell had happened\u2026\u201d\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u201cBo, you can\u2019t blame yourself\u2026you didn\u2019t know\u2026\u201d\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u201cBut I should have.\u00a0 So many stories were inconsistent and even as a young girl I knew something wasn\u2019t right.\u00a0 There was one time when my mom was home\u2026 she brought me up here and we sat\u2026in this very spot. It was dark and kind of chilly but she brought blankets for us to sit on and a really big blanket that we wrapped ourselves in.\u00a0 We sat up here and watched a meteor shower and drank hot chocolate. She told me to make the biggest wish I could ever wish because the meteors mimicked a thousand shooting stars and if I wished my wish as hard as I could, it\u2019d come true. Little did she know, it didn\u2019t.\u201d\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u201cWhat was your wish?\u201d\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u201cThat she would stay and we could be a family.\u00a0 That she\u2019d get better\u2026\u201d\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u201cMaybe there\u2019s a way we can help her, Bo\u2026\u201d\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u201cI don\u2019t even know if she\u2019s alive, Lauren. And after I told her to \u2018f@ck off\u2019\u2026 I doubt she\u2019d even want to see me if she was.\u201d\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u201cI think she would most definitely want to see you, beautiful.\u201d\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0I wiped the tears from my eyes, trying to compose myself.\u00a0 \u201cThat night was one of the contradictions.\u00a0 She told me about my father \u2013 granted, I already knew him, but I didn\u2019t tell her that.\u00a0 She told me what a kind and wonderful man he was.\u00a0 And that she wished I could meet him because he\u2019d be so proud of me.\u00a0\u00a0 It was like\u2026she had her memories back\u2026her real memories.\u00a0 She told me about the first time she saw him and how I had his smile and his nose\u2026 I really thought we were going to be okay\u2026.\u201d\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u201cWhat happened? If she had her memories back\u2026\u201d\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0I shrugged.\u00a0 \u201cWe went back to the Dal and I went to sleep \u2013 it was late.\u00a0 When I woke up, mom was gone.\u00a0 She came back to see me two years later and could barely look at me.\u00a0 I didn\u2019t even recognize her.\u00a0 She looked so\u2026lost\u2026empty\u2026almost dead inside\u2026 like our last conversation never happened.\u201d\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u201cIt almost seems like it wore off for a time\u2026like her memories came back.\u00a0 I wonder if its only a temporary effect?\u201d\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u201cIf it was temporary, then why wouldn\u2019t she have found me again?\u201d\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u201cMaybe because you told her not to and she wanted to respect your wish\u2026 or maybe because someone found a way to make it more permanent.\u201d\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u201cOption 1: it\u2019s my fault.\u00a0 Option 2: it\u2019s hopeless,\u201d I spat, shifting my positon to look out over the darkening horizon.\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u201cBo, no! That\u2019s not what I meant and you know it!\u201d Lauren yelled at me, grabbing my wrist and forcing me to turn towards her.\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u201cI\u2019m sorry\u2026\u201d\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u201cI don\u2019t want you to apologize.\u00a0 But what I am saying is that maybe there\u2019s a way to reverse it.\u00a0 But we would have to find her first \u2013 to determine which of the two it may be\u2026or if its neither\u2026\u201d\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u201cI don\u2019t know if I can\u2026 she probably hates me\u2026\u201d\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u201cBo, she\u2019s your mom.\u00a0 She doesn\u2019t hate you.\u00a0 Honestly, she doesn\u2019t even know you, but perhaps its time to give her a chance.\u00a0 Isabeau did a lot to hurt the two of you, but we may have the opportunity to turn it around\u2026make it better.\u00a0 Give you two an opportunity to be a family. You both deserve it.\u201d\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0I nodded my head, my eyes still puffy and red.\u00a0 \u201cWill you take me home?\u201d\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u201cOf course, beautiful.\u201d\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0We sat in complete silence as Lauren drove us back to the apartment. I was thankful for the bench seat in the front \u2013 Lauren had insisted that I curl into her for the duration of the drive home and I ended up falling asleep before even getting out of the park.\u00a0 She woke me up as we pulled into a parking space and assisted me inside.\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0Kenzi was home and sitting on the love seat \u2013 waiting for us when we walked through the door. When we she saw us enter, she turned off the TV and stood up \u2013 walking over towards me.\u00a0 The small girl didn\u2019t say a word, but rather wrapped her arms around me and held me close to her.\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0We finally made it to the couch \u2013 Lauren angled herself on one of the ends and had me sit on the middle cushion and lean back against her, the back of my head supported by her br@@sts.\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u201cHow\u2026How did it go with Evony?\u201d Kenzi asked, signing a little.\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0Kenzi had impressed me over the course of Lauren\u2019s hospital stay. Each time she came in she knew a little more sign\u2026 just enough to try to help Lauren understand what she was talking about.\u00a0 It warmed my heart that my little sister thought highly enough of my girlfriend to take the time and learn a whole new language.\u00a0 THAT was family.\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u201cI didn\u2019t go.\u00a0 I wanted to\u2026 I still want to\u2026 but\u2026 Kenz, she\u2019s my grandmother.\u00a0 I can\u2019t\u2026 I just can\u2019t\u2026.\u201d\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u201cI understand Bo.\u00a0 You\u2019re hurt and you feel betrayed and you\u2019re confused.\u00a0 It\u2019s probably best that you don\u2019t do anything rash. \u00a0You don\u2019t want to regret something. Don\u2019t be like her. \u201c\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u201cI am going to Evony to request a type of protective issuance.\u00a0 It\u2019s a magical restraint that Isabeau would be alerted of and it will keep her from directly or indirectly impacting my life.\u201d\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u201cSo it\u2019s like a Fae restraining order?\u201d\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u201cSomewhat, but instead of a fine, the penalty is immediate death.\u201d\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u201cWell sh@t.\u201d\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0Lauren nodded.\u00a0 \u201cIt\u2019s even sensitive enough to determine whether I initiate contact or not.\u201d\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u201cAnd the Morrigan would just agree to this?\u201d Kenzi asked curiously.\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u201cTypically, no but because of the benefits I offer, Evony is just a formality to me.\u201d\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u201cBo, there\u2019s something you should know\u2026\u201d Kenzi soothed, moving to sit by my feet.\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0I raised my eyebrows, silently asking her to continue.\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u201cNot too long after you left, I got into it with Trick.\u00a0 I called him a coward and told him how disappointed I was in him\u2026\u201d\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u201cKenz\u2026\u201d\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u201cWait\u2026that\u2019s not\u2026 He told Isabeau to leave.\u201d\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u201cWhat?\u201d I asked, sitting up. \u201cWhat do you mean he told her to leave?\u201d\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u201cHe was so angry with her \u2013 they got into it\u2026pretty bad. They fought\u2026like really fought.\u00a0 In all my years seeing their spats, I don\u2019t think either of us have ever heard anything like this before.\u201d\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u201cDo you know where she went?\u201d I asked.\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u201cNo.\u00a0 But Trick closed the bar.\u00a0 He\u2019s in pretty bad shape, Bo.\u00a0 I honestly believe he didn\u2019t know about Lauren\u2026\u201d\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u201cI don\u2019t believe he knew either,\u201d Lauren confirmed.\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u201cI agree. But what he did to my mom\u2026his own child\u2026and continuously let it happen\u2026\u201d\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u201cBo\u2026\u201d I looked over at Lauren when she called my name. I could see her mind working \u2013 her eyes were so focused.\u00a0 \u201cAre you sure that Isabeau didn\u2019t use her influence over Trick to make him feel okay about doing that to your mom?\u201d\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0It felt like I was punched in the gut all over.\u00a0 For the past few hours I couldn\u2019t wrap my head around why Trick would have let Isabeau go through with\u2026basically torturing my mother, but Lauren\u2019s suggestion made sense.\u00a0 My grandmother could have very well forced Trick into believing it was best.\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u201cI need to lay down\u2026 I can\u2019t process this all right now,\u201d I admitted.\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0Kenzi nodded her head, agreeing with me.\u00a0 \u201cIt\u2019s been a rough day to say the least.\u201d\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u201cCome on, honey, lets get you to bed,\u201d Lauren soothed, reaching out for my hand.\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0She led me upstairs and helped me undress and get into bed before ridding herself of her own clothes and climbing into bed beside me.\u00a0 The moment she got under the covers, I sought out her soft skin, losing myself in her embrace and crying myself to sleep as she held me tight, running her fingers through my hair and whispering every comforting phrase she could find into my ear.'\nUser: Summarize the chapter based on the content provided, ensuring to follow the set format and emphasize key aspects within the specified length.\nAssistant:"},{"assistant_initiates":false,"asst_text":"\u041f\u043e\u0436\u0430\u043b\u0443\u0439\u0441\u0442\u0430, \u043f\u0440\u0435\u0434\u043e\u0441\u0442\u0430\u0432\u044c\u0442\u0435 \u0442\u0435\u043a\u0441\u0442 \u0434\u043b\u044f \u043f\u0435\u0440\u0435\u0432\u043e\u0434\u0430.","behavior":"degenerate_repetition","conversation_hash":"6d2d0a3572b37cb057e5078ef7fb900c","conversation_redacted":false,"conversation_toxic":false,"country":"Japan","empty_output":false,"evidence_codes":[],"label":"absent","label_present":false,"label_qualified":false,"label_source":"Final dense release","language":"English","model":"gpt-4o-mini-2024-07-18","n_chars":138,"n_turns_in_conversation":1,"n_words":19,"source_row_offset":7767,"source_shard":"turns-00060.parquet","timestamp":"Sun, 02 Feb 2025 21:00:01 GMT","turn_id":"22a3176ddb10f3fcb3817a4f","turn_index":0,"user_text":"Translate the following text to Russian. 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